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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:03 pm] |
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Had mass shepherding today! well first started out awkward as it was our first mass shepherding we ever had. hahah went to buy things to cook and headed to yanyu's house to cook! sirui reached late and while waiting to defrost the chicken we played MONOPOLY DEAL! hahah it was quite fun but very irritating cos no one wants to let me win! haha, we then headed on to cooking! everything was nice except the pasta which lack of salt. hahaha after eating it was time to clean up ): ): it was super hilarious! sirui and i was fighting to sweep the floor cos we dont want to wash the dishes and clean up the sink. LOL the first round sirui won, so i decided to clean the stove. hahah better then washing up. but the second round God was with me! i won her! in a scissors, paper and stone match! hahahah knowing her reaction, she does what she does best, really really making us laugh like mad! tried hiding under the table but her brea*t was too BIG and got stucked half way! LOL
After cleaning up, we ate ice-cream and played game of life! hahah it was super fun and i think either i won this game or came in second! hahaha at this time, all of us had to leave as we have events of our own. shihching and I was very late as i was suppose to reach tan tock seng hospital by 6pm and her reaching harbourfront at 6pm too! hmmmm if you guys didnt know my grandfather was at the last stage and cant hang on soon. so on the train( was already 7pm) my dad asked me not to come because he was unconscious due to the heavy painkiller that was given to him. but i insisted on going as i was already on my way. after leaving, that where the quarrel started! my dad was scolding me on the car saying why i insisted to come and everyone had to wait for me, causing everyone to have their dinner at a later timing! and he started talking of me having irregular meals that will cause me gastric. even saying i was rebellious when he talks to me. if you guys know me, my temper is very very bad and if anyone scolds me i would rebel by shouting or trying to win the conversation. at that point of time i was about to burst but i remembered the application point that i wanted to apply in the mit6 teaching. which is to be a salt and light!
So that time when my dad scolded me i kept quiet, really telling myself that by not rebelling it would be for the KOG cos we'll be a salt and light! when we're about to reach home he asked me to join them for dinner, but i didnt want to cos i was not hungry. went into the house and told my family to go out for dinner. leaving me alone at home! i did alot of thinking and felt that maybe this is one of the testing that God wants to give me cos that's my application point! hahaha so when my mum found out, usually she's blame me and not my dad. but then she reached home she came into my room and apologized to me on behalf of my dad. then came in my dad and he apologized me too. he scolded me cos he was stress that my grandfather will be passing away soon!
So through this incident, he knows it wasn't my fault! hehe yeah! hmmm will be keeping my grandfather in prayer. the one thing he asked of us is to let him die cos he doesn't want to suffer anymore. but i believe God will do something! :D i'll be visiting him everyday if i can! yeah yeah! he'll be fine(:
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[Sep. 10th, 2009|01:09 am] |
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Faith is trusting/believing in something we do not see !
Though now i'm quite sure my N level papers have been flowned to cambridge , I know God will do something to help me .
The peace he gave me helped me so much although i had doubts of really trusting God in the first place . hmmmm .
He reminded me of the past 3 years for me in christ . Times when i was disappointed , scared . But above all , he brought me through everything !
Although trusting in someone whom you cant see at all is difficult , that's what faith is all about amen ? :)
God said if we have faith as small as a mustard seed , everything will be done !
Discipleship Plan
It is time for us to start on our new discipleship plan , hmmm doubts are casting all over my mind that am I really called to be a leader .
So many a times i feel so pathetic , always wanting to just stay at the side , being contented with just being a coreteam .
But as a leader , so many things have to be done . Having a burden for the group etc . What have i done wrong that my group isnt growing ???!!!!!
As all these was in my mind , the teaching came up to my mind that we're called to be God's leader .
SO now , all i can do is to see what God wants to do through me for my group.
I may not be the smartest , most sociable , popular but God , use me ! dont let me rot and waste my youth away ! |
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[Aug. 10th, 2009|11:03 pm] |
STALIN STALIN STALIN , HITLER , HILTER , HITLER , RUSSIA RUSSIA RUSSIA , GERMANY GERMANY GERMANY , WAR WAR WAR , LON LON , LON !!!!
AHHHHH ! its so hard to memorise so many things just in ONE DAY ! hehhhhh . why did God even allow hitler to be on this world to create so much trouble ? heh , evil guy ! :D first week of prelims is over ! and yeah , i did very badly for my social studies and maths paper 1 ! ))))):
i really cant wait to end my N level examinations ! by then i'll be free to do anything ! :D:D:D:D
Okay , i shall not give up and continue to perservere on ! woohooo ~ one more week to go !
hahahah there was a minor flooding in my house today ! all the dirty things started coming out of the hole on the floor . wanted to help my mum pump it but decided not to in the end :x i was grossed out ! hahahahah
1 more month to my actual N levels ! :S
Thank you , with you along with me , i'm sure things would work out fine (: |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2009|12:26 am] |
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Its been so long since i've posted an entry ! hohoho , rendition is finally over ! haha its been tough for everyone ! haha well done everyone in the CG :):) we had visitors as well as converts ! :D hahah now is to retain them ! :D had dennis CLM today ! woohooo ~ cool ! :D
Many of us would have the thinking of am i really a leader called by God ? the answer is yes ! wooohooo ! hahah learned so much through the teaching ! yeah only by walking close with God everyday can sustain my leadership for a long run ! ;D
So tired already ! heheheh i think i shall blog some other day ! heheh anyway ex easta1 meet up details will be sent out soon ! :D stay tuned (:(: |
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[Jul. 12th, 2009|11:28 am] |
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Wow , its been so so long that i've blogged . hahah i'm an unfaithful blogger ! throughout these 2-3 weeks i took so so many photos with minpei and shermaine ! i'll post it up later . heheh yesterday's sermon hit me alot ! knowing that God will keep giving us the same test till we pass and that GOD IS WATCHING OVER US ! :D i want to pass God's test with flying colours now ! :D reached home quite late yesterday because the bus ride was very very long ! ): but i belived i've grown so much closer to shihching now ! hahah that's my action plan when i evaluated today ! God is goooodddd ! :D okay i shall start posting the photos !
Speech Day Rehearsal !
I'm super super cute :D
HAHA there's still many many photos but i'm lazy to upload them :D hahah
Shermaine Sim and Me :D ( many many unglam photos ! )
HAHA ! seducing face ! :D
Hahah all these pictures are cool yeah yeah ? :D because i'm inside ! :D
Its really the first time i took so many photo with an individual !
Be priviledged ! :D but there's still one more left ! :D
The retarded picture of Shermaine Sim ! tada ! :D
HOHOHO
Should i stumble again , i'm caught in your grace . :))
I love you so so much ! (: |
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[Jun. 25th, 2009|12:14 am] |
To humble myself down and pray .
Retreat on Friday ! :D |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2009|10:06 pm] |
Humans have emotions and they longed to be accepted everywhere . be it in the working life , school , home , church etc .
How will you feel when you're not accepted everywhere ?
I feel that i'm not accepted everywhere ! i really really feel very insecure now .
Maybe i'm thinking too much but yeah i felt this way for a very very long time !
People that i'm close to last time , isn't close now //
Everything is going haywire , BUT why am i feeling this way ?
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| UNSTOPPABLE CAMP ! |
[Jun. 15th, 2009|08:16 pm] |
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Just back from unstoppable camp !!!!! :D hahah camp was great ! learned and applied alot (: many things happend in camp , so i'm only going to highlight the main ones !
1. GAMES !
this is the 2nd or 3rd time playing games in camp ! hahah although i had so many camps , i've only played 2 to 3 times ! haha breakthrough :D i did enjoy myself alot when i was playing the games ! RAPTOR FIGHTERS ! :D
2. BATTLE OF THR SEXES
hahah it is a cool cool event ! haha i really thought the girls would win , not in a biased point of view . but we're sailing through every match except one that the guys trashed us ! hahah but well done ! the ULs did great in preparing this for us ! CHENG , GREAT JOB IN DANCING ! :D
3. EAST A SUPERBAND
WOHOOO ! after days of coming together , brainstorming with what to do , the time has finally come ! :D although EA3 did not win , i know we did well (: being able to at least finish the skit (: but we all had so much fun ! very satisfactory ! anyway the God thingy and praising me , i'm not so bhb okay ! (: it was really very impromt - to kind ! hahaha
4. TOOK A PHOTO WITH MEICHI
HAHA why i made this one of the main point is that serious , i was super paiseh and even think that she would forget about it ! haha but being so good in memory , straight after info comm meeting she came towards my direction . hahah no way for me to hide in my shell already ! well i took a photo with her and she was the one that initiated ! thank God for you !
5. WHAT GOD SPOKE
God spoke to me directly and through situations in camp ! haha i really expirenced God in day 1 and 3 ! in day 1 , God spoke to me through worship . although i did not set it as my camp objective , yet He still spoke , knowing that i need it ! thank you God ! :D day 3 was during concert . unlike others , God spoke to me through situation . why did i say that is because i was so tired during the concert that my eyes could not even open and i mean literally ! my spirit was willing but my body is weak ! i was so so sad when i could not concentrate during worship , that i know i want to get something out of it ! so i made a prayer to God saying to gather in CG to pray ! and God heard it ! haha so i had a chance to talk to yanyu about it and she talked and made a prayer for me ! thanks ! from then on i can really feel God's strength ! :D
although the concert wasnt so good ( to me ) but God still speak ! thanks Dad !
6. SORRY SIRUI AND IDA
I said sorry is because camp 3rd night i shouted at them ! hahah not because i hate or dont like them but i wasnt even aware i shouted at them ! this is what they told me when i was awake in the morning
SIRUI : Hey melissa , you're like some crazy women yesterday !
Me : huh ? why ?
Sirui : you know after meeting ida i accompanied her back to your room because she wanted to sleep , so i stand at your door ! but you came out running towards me and shouting at me and ida while we're explaining to you !
Me : ???!!!!! what did i say ?!!
Sirui : you said you're very tired and wanted to go my room to sleep , but we're explaining to you that our room has no more space and you shouted saying you're very tired and told me to get out of your way !
Me : serious not ? OH MY TIAN ! I'M SO SO SORRY !
SIRUI : yeah its alright but i called you a crazy women yesterday ! hahaha
why i posted this is because i've ALWAYS been a light sleeper ! any small movements or sound would wake me up ! my cg knows it but after hearing this from sirui i got scared ): ): will i always be like this ? another 2 incidents happened on the same night .
I went to cheng's room to prepare so that i can meet my people , but i fell asleep unknowingly ! mabel told me she came in and helped me put blanket on ! i was so tired i didnt realise ! but when sirui entered the room , the talking woke me up and i was shocked ! hahaha i woke up thinking sc must have finished meeting yanyu ! so i took my book and ran out of mabel's room ! in the end i only slept for 5 to 10 mins ! but it seems so long !
After knowing that sc was still meeting yanyu , i went to sleep for awhile and told germaine to wake me up 10 mins later ! but she did not ! so i didnt know this too , at that point of time i was in a daze .
this is what she said happened
SC : ( tapped me to wake me up )
Me : hey , you wanna sleep ?
SC : yeah !
Me : okay you let me sleep for 10 more mins than i meet you
the next thing she knew i fell back on the bed ! my gosh ! i was so suprised to have heard this from them ! so sorry guys !! )): i guess i was too tired ! i slept for only 3 to 4 hours every night ! hahaha but finally summing up ! camp was awesome ! :D
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[Jun. 3rd, 2009|11:37 pm] |
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Stupid F&N , stupid stupid stupiddddddddddddddddd !
20 DOLLAR NOTE ! there's 2 . 5 . 10 and 50 . But have you seen 20 ?! :D look for jeslin chen xiao ennnnnnn ! |
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| NO MORE PARTY TANK FOR ME ! |
[Jun. 2nd, 2009|10:02 pm] |
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Haha yes ! no more party tank for me ! ): because of this i tried my best to spend 2 bucks per day ! ( obviously it didnt work) :/ how can i torture my stomach like this ?! :D its either i wait for my money to come back and buy or just not buy it ! and i've made a decision to NOT buy anymore ! maybe with the 70bucks i can invest in something better ! :D okay i need a few days to get over it ! hehe
During CLC2 there's this person who wore the party tank ! with branded jacket and adidas watch ! hahah freaking rich ! tsk tsk . suppose to rehearse for super band but it wasn't sucessful ! we're talking away because there's too many that is not there . heh yanyu came down to find us after that , but we continued talking (: it made us open up to each other alot . heh mabel said she is starting to like this group . hahahah
Okay i'm tired ! Goodnight ! |
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[May. 31st, 2009|01:50 pm] |
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Did info counter for 3 services yesterday ! plus the few hours of sleep the day before almost killed me . man , i was like the second jeslin . hahah wasn't able to walk properly yesterday because i stand too long . thanks shirlene for being my ''stand'' HAHA . thanks meichi , alvin and yeong deng ! the gift that i've received from them isn't cheap . how come i would know ? (: because i did the transactions for them (: it cost more than 20 bucks :/ hahah thank God for you guys ! jeslin just loves info counter ! :D there's me that's why (;
A big breakthrough yesterday ! i lend 110bucks for someone who needs money for camp . hmmm many of you might think that its 'chicken feet' to just lend this amount of money ! though i hesitated for very long , thinking of the many uncertainties if she will be able to pay back and i cant get my PARTY TANK before 18th june ! :(((((( side track awhile , man , i think nevermind , i wont wait for this amount of money to come back but i'll save ! 70 bucksssssssssss ! HAHA everyday eat 2 bucks should be alright , and i'll be able to get it after camp (: hehe . now coming back , haha when i was keying in my pin number to withdraw , my heart was shattering BUT i still did it (: hahah finally gave the money to yanyu . hhahahah she said she was proud of me ! :D yup you should be yanyu ! not only this time but everytime ! :D what made me lend the money has 2 reasons :
1. She needs money for the camp , and it was the last day of registration .
2. My group .
why my group ? its because if i have this breakthrough , and an act of obedience God will be able to bless my group ! and instead of the people going down , it will go up ! :D GOD BLESS MY GROUP PLEASE !
Cheng brought us to eat thai food during meeting yesterday ! HAHAH cheng , florence and I ate the thai tomyam seafood soup !
both cheng and i are enjoying but florence was having a hard time eating ! not because she's physically unwell but it was very hot for her ! hahah she drank half of her drink after eating a few mouth full of thai tomyam . many a times i offered her our drink too ! haha did not talk to her after dinner ! heh ! :D ate ice cream after that ! it was niceeeeeee !
Okay school is starting for me soon :((((( mug mug mug , study study study ! |
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[May. 27th, 2009|08:32 pm] |
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Had my N level practical exams today . wasn't able to sleep well yesterday night , excited and nervous ! haha . my bus was late today , and i cabbed down to school . wasted 7 bucks ! haha reached school and started preparing my ingredients . slicing , dicing , cutting , weighing all the ingredients .
Everything went well , but as the exam was about to start i found that my blender wasn't working ! and out of all the things this spoiled , it was the first equipment i needed to use to cook my first dish ! quickly went to the technician and asked for another one. but she there's no more ! at that time i panicked , but God is faithful ! luckly i was the second batch to start cooking , so people from the first batch have already finished using ! i took it and ran to wash clean ! ta da ! i have a working blender ! :D
Overall everything went smoothly ! those that i tried at home the other time turned out to be nicer today ! praise God :D my friends and I decided not to cook till the next O level practical ! so tirring ! i dont know how mothers cook everyday ! haha
oh yeah , after recess yesterday , there's a teacher and following her is a guy holding on to a camera . they came in the class and called my friends and my name . they wanted to take our photo ! hahah at that point of time weird came into my mind ! in the end guess what ?
I topped that whole sec 3 for history last year and i'm in the prize presentation ! hahaha first time ! :D yeah they took my beautiful face ! :D this acts as an encouragement to all of my other subjects . yeah i must to well to glorify God (:
Last but not the least , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA ! :D thanks for all those birthday smses :D
God rocks ! |
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| COOKING ISN'T EASY ! |
[May. 25th, 2009|09:29 am] |
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Tried cooking yesterday , and yes , it really isnt easy ! hahah went to the supermarket to get my ingredients but there's some i could not find ! hahah i'm such a failure . in the end i only cooked 4 dishes . hahah so i timed myself thinking that i must cook these 4 dishes in less then 2 hours including clean up !
In the process of cooking , i really felt like giving up . man it almost drive me to crying . haha a person crying while cooking . stupid right , yeah in the end it took me 2 1/2 hours to cook 4 dishes ! and yes , my teacher would not allow me to cut a meal . heh the end results wasn't really bad . just that my tomato soup is too salty , grilled veggie sandwich was abit bitter because i forgot to peel the skin off from the cucumber . my pasta was not too bad but there's not much taste . and my desert got burnt ! hahahahha so irritating . cleaning up in my mum's kitchen really isn't fun either . haah she expects perfection . hahah i clean her whole kitchen inside out ! mopped and use soap to clean the table grills and everything .
After cooking , washing up i never felt so relieved before for cooking ! the next time i will be cooking is on wednesday ! my actual N level practical . oh my . really hoped that i'll cook in time and that all the food will turn out nice ! hahaha my hands now still irk of garlic smell , disgusting . oh well , rely on God and he will make a way ! :D |
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[May. 17th, 2009|05:05 pm] |
I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT !!
WHY GOD WHY ??????? |
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[May. 11th, 2009|09:04 pm] |
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I was just preparing for my chemistry test tmr . so i took out my sec 3 notes to study ! haha as i was studying , i saw what florence wrote on my paper the other time ! she wrote many small notes like " God is with you " , " jiayou sheep " , " i'll also be there for you " . when i saw this , i was so encouraged , that my shepherd then was there for me . this shows that a shepherd's words to her sheep is so important . and a sheep longs for the encouragements from her shepherd ! okay i should encourage my people more ! :D in my previous CG , there's a time we have to write positve things for everyone ! and the one that hit me the most in what florence write . hahah this double confirms that shepherd has large influence in our people's life ! :D heard from minyi that i made florence very sad last time when i was under her ! :( okay sorry ! haha i didnt know ! hahahha sorry ! i'm was bad sheep last time ): hahahah
Hehehe ahh God used meichi to speak to me ! :D now i know why i'm doing what i'm doing ! :D having thoughts of backsliding at first , and even not doing well in many areas in my life ! but God with his own timing has the perfect time of bringing people back ! and mine is today !
THANKS MEICHI :D God used me to speak to her once , now its her turn . hehehe you'll never know God wil use who to speak to us (: hahah your name is highlighted and in caps ! :D hahahah okay really really thank God for you ! :DD
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[May. 4th, 2009|07:45 pm] |
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i miss my pervious hair badly ! ): this hair of mine now is seriously screwed ! my fringe and the back is very short . the moment i stepped into class today , everyone started asking what i did to my hair . always encouraged myself on a positive note , but it never work ): haha nevermind melissa ! 2 more weeks and my hair will be back to normal ! :D and to top it all off , there's a huge pimple on my forehead )): it hurts even when i touched it . more pimples cream ! |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|11:11 pm] |
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[Apr. 28th, 2009|10:30 pm] |
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Humans naturally are forgetful creatures ! haha after a long 2 days of dwelling in my problems, finally i went up to phua yanyu to account my problems . initially i was expecting her to say some words of wisdom to me , but instead she just started off by saying '' claim God's promises'' . " huh '' was my first reaction :) cute ! hahahah so she continued saying , you'll always be the head and not the tail . its like some new revelation , but i knew this long ago and its hidden at the very back of my mind . see this is why humans are forgetful creatures (:
I think my brain lacks of oxygen seriously . i cant think fast now ! unlike when i was in secondary 1 and 2 . haha weird ! God more wisdom for my brain , i need it badly ! i feel i am really really not prepared for my exams tmr ! its like nothing is in my brain and i'm about to take the papers . hahah thursday is the one that gives me the headaches ! SS and POA paper 2 . F&N and maths other killer papers . last year it literally took me 1 full day locking myself in the room to finish studying my F&N , and the chapters are lesser as compared to this time round . oh man , okay i shall start studying now ! :D
Just something random , haha i didnt expect fat chen to visit my livejournal ! haha thanks for that encouragement fat chen (: yeah amanda thanks too (: i think jeslin enjoyed herself in info counter duty last week ! hahah finally she knows how to handle the systems ! pro huh (: haha great then next time i can go in ! :D hahahah okay next duty is 1 month later ! :D
Renewing my strength in the Lord !
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